Monday

Hei-hei!

Just another gray autumn day, huh? Doesn't matter much for me, Im feeling very happy! :)
I got all the grades now. Statistics and Scientific Skills Training were 7.5 and Epidemiology 7.
And I am so so so excited about going to Denmark on Wednesday! It is not just the excitedness of that trip Im feeling, but also, after Denmark, there'll be Slovenia almost straight away, and then only 1 week of classes, 1 free week to study on our own, and then exam week and home and Christmas! So it feels like after Wednesday, all this will happen, and it almost makes me jump around in my little apartment, because I dont know how to express my great joy :D.

To make sure my great joy will also be great joy, I am trying to be as good as possible with everything at uni and study as much as I can. So I've been going over all the things we have done so far, and trying to read a bit ahead. In that way it will be easier in the study week, I hope. And its ok. I feel like I understand whats going on and whats going to happen. But still, I would instead like to go out running or to the gym (now that Im a member I'd like to be there all the time!) and read books and watch movies etc. So I have to keep reminding myself that there'll be plenty of time to have fun in Denmark and Slovenia, and its good I'm making the last efforts here. It also isn't helpful at all that I've lost my agenda, where I was writing everything I have to do when and where. And I mean, who even loses their agenda? Isn't it quite a random thing to lose? But I wouldn't be me if nothing would happen, so I guess it is what it is.

I don't know how I feel about autumn. Most of the leaves have fallen off the trees now, and it gets dark before I get home from uni. But it's fine I guess. And peaceful. It makes me want to take walks in rubber boots and to listen strange cheesy songs like anything from Lana Del Rey or this another-gray-autumn-day-song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=geYuZ_neEE4 , think of previous life experience and be very reflective and thoughtful. Why not. :).

I hope and believe that life is still a good place to be, and that we all remember that! :). Happy autumn!

Me.